White Privilege

So, like most Americans, I watched the videos flying around social media that show the arrest of two African-American men in a Philadelphia Starbucks for waiting on a third friend to show up before ordering.  And I was pissed for them and for their family and friends.  I was pissed that they had to force…

Conversations Inside My Head and Out

Daughter:  I can't believe that I'm going to graduate high school in only seventy-one days. Me:  WHAT?! InternalMe:  WHAT?! WHERE DID THE TIME GO?  I'VE LOOKED FORWARD TO THESE YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND SHOPPING AND HUGS AND COFFEE AND SHARED INTERESTS AND TV TOGETHER. HAS IT BEEN FOUR YEARS ALREADY?!  Daughter:  Yeah, I can't wait.  I…

My Secret to Survival

I would never intentionally harm anyone or destroy personal property. But I sometimes dream about it, in small day-dream bursts and then I pop back to my reality a few seconds later and laugh and deal with the shit in front of me like an adult instead of a cartoon character. But man. Wouldn't that…

Stress in My Pressure Cooker Head

I was planning on writing today about how my "to-do lists" have become so long and intense that my body has started to fall apart. But just looking at that title has given me the start of an anxiety attack and my chest hurts now and my joints are throbbing and I just realized that…

Milestones

Tomorrow afternoon will mark a big fat milestone in our lives. Two more of our five kids will be crossing that stage at their high school graduation. This isn't the first time we've done this. So why am I so overwhelmed with the feels of it all? Randa is 20. She's our "special needs" kid…

I Did It Again!

Everyone has been guilty of it. At least, I hope I'm not alone in this. But I have this tendency to put important things in a "really safe place" and then when it comes time that I really need them, said "really safe place" has completely left my mind. Last time it was a social…

Welcome to the Club

My sister called me this morning and asked me to lie to her. I don't like to lie. I'm not very good at it and I honestly find the truth to be much more incredible, hilarious, and easier to keep up with. But she begged. So I did. I told her that my husband and…

THIS IS ONLY A TEST!

Like most of the "popular vote," our family mourned the election results on November 9, 2016. My 11 year old niece was in tears, asking my sister, "But how could HE be elected? He's mean. How could America elect a bully to be our next President?" Indeed. She wasn't the only kid to react this…